Early Morning Refelections

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO WORK TODAY I ONLY HAVE ONE CLASS WHERE I'LL JUST READ FROM THE TEXTBOOK AND THEN I'LL BE SITTING AT THE COMPUTER ALL DAY WONDERING IF PEOPLE ARE JUDGING ME FOR SURFING THE INTERNET AND NOT WORKING BUT YOU CAN ONLY READ THE SAME JAPANESE TEXTBOOK OVER AND OVER AND THEY SHOULD UNDERSTAND THAT I'M GOING CRAZY I MEAN I AGREED TO GO TO WORK THIS SUNDAY SO THEY SHOULD SEE HOW I'M WILLING TO PARTICIPATE ESPECIALLY SINCE I'M GOING TO THEIR ENKAIS ON BOTH FRIDAY AND SUNDAY NIGHT WHEN I COULD BE DOING OTHER COOL WEEKEND STUFF LIKE GOING TO TOKYO AGAIN OR SOMETHING. IF I HAD ANY BALLS I'D TAKE THE AFTERNOON OFF AND SIT AROUND MY HOME IN MY UNDERWEAR BUT I HAVE TO BE AT SCHOOL LATE TO HELP WITH THE DAMN SPEECH CONTEST. I ALSO PAID DAMN GOOD MONEY FOR THE SCHOOL LUNCH SO I'M GOING TO EAT IT DAMN YOU! ALSO I HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO THROW AWAY TRASH WHENEVER YOU WANT! IT'S TURNED MY PLACE INTO A MESS! I ALSO NEED A BIGGER WASHING MACHINE! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Oh yeah, the leaves are starting to change, THAT MEANS I'M GOING TO BE FREEZING MY ASS OFF IN MY UNHEATED APARTMENT SOON! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH